laziness

i hate packing up.especially when holiday's over.my clothes are all over the place.my room's a mess.i'm so damn lazy to pick them up and put into my bag.oh how i wish the mid-term break is longer.why can't they give us another week?just one.

i need more sleep.yes,definitely, even though i slept most of the time.
i need more shopping spree.there's just too much heels and bags nowadays.don't blame me.
i need time to prepare myself to face ausmat again.last 6 months was a total hell.how am i goin to face another half of ausmat?

Accepting the fact that holiday's over has made me feel sick.now i think i'm going to have fever again, so that i dnt have to go to college again.this reminds me of my chilhood time, when school's break over, the monday's early morning drama started. my dad would wake me up and i was terribly sad and keep asking my dad 'why do i have to go to school?' and 'why can't i have another day of holiday?' and then reluctantly i would go to the bathroom and cry until my eyes red.but no matter how red my eye was, my dad still sent me to school.the end.now i'm thinking of doing the same drama though i'm no more 7 year-old girl.

i'm going back to bu tonite.even though it's just 15-minutes drive away from my home, it feels as if my parent is going to send me to Africa. and that reminds me that i need to buy some groceries and abundant supply of nescafe.

Amar is creating noise pollution with his helicopter toy besides me that I can't think of any words to write anymore and there's enough crap. my clothes are calling me to get themselves into the black bag and yeah, it's time to pack up. hany get your lazy bum off the bed and turn off the laptop and get ready to get back to reality.

reunion, atuk's lecture and the nazs brother

my so-called holiday



All I can think is plenty of sleeping time..hahaha...yup2..it's the greatest plesure besides eating and shopping! finally i can rest my head and have a good rest, though it's only one week.





I didn't get the chance to go back to alor setar this time. Stayed at home and eat and sleep. And of course, one special ocassion that never miss out during school holidays; WEDDING! it's like a never-ending event. wedding of paklongs..pakngahs..paklangs..makteh mak itu mak ini and the list goes on and on. As for my mum's side, wedding of abang itu and abang ini and kakak..and all my cousins who are getting married..it's like an endless list of wedding. But anyways, I still have to go and face the kenduri-kendara and usually it takes more than a day. God!..susahnye nk buat wedding..sampai berhari-hari.

An appropriate and precise definition of wedding for my family is the family reunion, and not just a celebration of welcoming another new member to the family. It's the opportunity for everyone to gather and exchange stories...news..updating themselves. Common questions which are being asked during the 'gathering' includes.."yg ni anak sulung eh? knape nmpk laen skrg?"...."skrg study mana?"...."knape kakak nmpak mcm adik?"...."knapa ambik course tu?"..."knapa itu dan knapa ini?" urggh!! there's just too much hows and whys. Sometimes it really annoys me to answer all these questions from my aunts and uncles. And suprise, suprise..at this time of event also there's gonna be free lecture from atuk2 sedara dan nenek juge... the lecture's of course specially for us, the beloved cucu2. To begin with, recently, at my cousin's wedding, I met my atuk sedara and his wife whom I have not met for a few years. Then, guess what? as usual..the first few standard questions.."where are studying nw?...what course?...etc...and the final question.."do u have a boyfriend?" And i was shocked!! i mean why are they asking me that question.?? okay.. then silence was my only response. And he was like..."no..no..u must have one now!! u need to have a boyfriend!!...u've entered college, so right now u have to have one...." and fyi, he and his wife both are professor and the whole entire lecture has nothing at all associated with studies, instead it's about finding ur love!! And he even told me that bf is the first that u must look forward to once u went into uni..and that he said is one of the important task i need to complete besides getting a degree..or else I'll end up marrying an aussie guy. My nek then started to tell me her love story with atuk and how girls are supposed to jual mahal at first..it's funny how she told us about the guys she rejected and then my atuk warned me not to jual mahal sangat. ouch!!! i'm not ( ok atuk..i'll try ) Anyway, I should thank him for the lecture.

I got to meet my nephews and nieces too! It's almost one year or more since I last saw them and God, they're growing at a faster rate than I thought..haha. Being surrounded by them, unfortunately, made me feel old. And yeah..more suprise for me, there's 2 new babies!!..i'm getting more nieces and nephews. well most of them aged between 9 months and 5 years old and u can imagine how noisy it was. running here and there, climbing and some of them who just learnt to walk just can't sit still and moved around in the house. There's crying, and screaming and those unbearable noises..but still kids are kids. It's not that I'm not used to this, but it's just too many of them at one time. So, I, as so called 'aunty', have no choice but to entertain and babysit them..yup babysit, but not for long of course, i'm not that good with kids..hahah. But they're really cute and adorable. Here are some pictures of them...

and finally...

after 1 whole year, finally i met my long-lost bestfren, Nur Syazwani (wany, u should be proud cause i made this statement and write this post specially for you). I'm so happy that u've completed your one-year matriculation and cant wait to know which university u're goin to. wherever it is, i know you'll do well girl. and i'll always pray for u =D.

back to the main story here.
i'm extremely happy today, though the constant pressure of midterm is keep goin on in my head. Since last night I was excited. It's been a long time since I last met her. it's been one whole year. and today, we finally met. She's still the same old person i knew. happy, calm, and pleasant.
I went back today, and straight away shana picked me up. and there's wany too ( gosh! only god knows how happy i was at that time ). we went to pyramid. had big lunch at fish market and ate and ate and talked and laughed like crazy!! n gossiping tOO..hehehe ;p

she's planning to continue her study ( major biology )..sort of..i don't really know what field of biology..(my bio ****..ngahaha)anyways, gudluck to u wany, i know u love bio so much, unlike me.n later u can tell me how the baby eat inside mum's belly and u can tell me y i have so much gastric juice in my stomach n how those living things do whatever they do?all those bio thingy laaa ( i'm curious and i'm so damn lazy to study those..but still i wanna know ;D)
and as for shana, u're gonna tell us about those bacteria rite? i'm pretty sure it's interesting though. all of u are goin to study bout living things ( nature-lover ) while i'm goin to study about bricks and steel and structure ( me...against nature?? )

after makan, ( masih xnk bergerak dr tempat makan..hahaha )..so we spent almost like 3 hours kt situ..naseb baek x kene halau. then walked around the pyramid even though xde hala tujuan, walked and laughed and laughed ( again...but i felt really really happy )

thanks girls for the time.
really appreciate it.

and i really miss our old time
and the gedikness,
laughter,
the drama,
the fight,
the tears..

total crap

I'm suppose to study now, but can't help it. I feel like throwing the graphical calculator to my neighbour's dog even though the dog doesn't bother me at all. Or maybe I could throw the PHYSICS Cutnell book too, it's much more heavier so then I will be more satisfied. And after I throw it then I can calculate the projectile motion ( i should throw it from the balcony so that it will hit the target ) or maybe I could pour some oxalic acid into my coffee and calculate the concentration?

what's happening to me? I'm talking crap, excessive crap resulted from higher concentration of tests and assignments.

hani, get back to work!( reality check! )
mid term is just around the corner.
and u havent done ur so called persuasive speech
and study for physics test and econs too ( wht the..econs too? )

saye nk balek aloq setaq..huaaaaaaaaaa

:(

i miss them

"BUZZ"



wany: hey hany
hany: wany!!! where r u dear? finish ur exam?
wany: ya.wany kt rumah..dh hbs exam :D
hany: bestnyee..
wany: finally it's over


..that was wany..telling me that she had finished her one-year matrix in penang. Great rite? she's getting her results soon and in July she's gonna enter university for her degree!! OMG! i can't believe it. how time flies?
and i have not meet her for almost that duration..ONE year kot! oh dear wany i miss u so much!
now that you're free, i'm the one who stuck in college, with no holiday and endless studies. God! i'm jealous of u now..haha.






and last wednesday..during economics class,this appeared on my phone screen:


TEXT MESSAGE RECEIVED from SHANA

'hey babe where are you? i miss u so much. i'm gonna sit for my finals next week. and after that i cuti. we can hang out together.'

oh shana dear.i miss u like hell.we haven't see each other for almost like 5 months.Gle lama.

we are both so busy.and i'm jealous of u too!! holiday fr almost 2 months.huaaaaa.nway, all the best for ur exams shana! i know u can do it! and dnt panic dear! i'll pray for u :D

and i miss my other 2 darlings, nur nadiah and nadhira.

hope u guys are in the pink of health.

to nadiah..Happy birthaday dear, wish u all the best, sesungguhnye kamu sudah tua..hehe.. and rmmbr, i love u! no matter what. thanks for ur support and advices.

to deera..i miss u a lot!! i know u're fine and happy as long as u're with him. love u too deera :D

hany, deera, shana, wany

beloved school ;p( gosh i miss this moment..gedik!! )

p/s: also another birthday wish to my beloved father, the greatest person of all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH..WISH U

ALL the BEST.sorry i couldn't afford to buy you a new golf set or any RALPH LAUREN perfume this time around.

But I'll always love u! thanks dad!! We all love u very much :D

...

i'm not blind
i'm not deaf
and i'm not stupid

i do what i want
though sometimes i do care too much of what people think

i can see
i can hear
and i can think

i have feelings
like everyone else

i know
i realised
and i do care so much

i do what i think is right
even though
to others it's wrong


i'm sorry..

wake up

it's already april

wake up people!!

especially me!!

wake up HANI!!

reminder to myself: it's already april, quarter of a year had already gone. 7 months more of ausmat. wanna go aussie or not??

seriously girl..u need to wake up and sedar diri..HELLO!! WAKE UP!!!



it's really make me shocked and suprised and scared too when syery told me we're entering the month of april. i thought only last week that i celebrated the new year of 2009 then suddenly, dalam sekelip mata... it's already been three months. HUH!!


i should be studying now and doing maths and physics assignments but i'm not in the mood in doing all those. i knw it's wrong. i shouldn't have this attitude now. i want to be a good student too. like other people. but i cannot help it. to mama and abah, i did study and put my effort to get high marks but i need a break. u both know me well. i'm not the kind of person who would indulge myself in books especially academic books. i'd rather go shopping..(hehehe ;p). but of course i didnt go shopping la ryte now. study first then only i go shopping.