i hate it when i'm good at pretending
pretending everything's fine eventhough it's not
pretending i'm happy when deep inside i'm terribly sad
pretending i'm okay when i'm not
why do you have to do that?
why do you need to pretend that?
yes u can LIE, but please don't lie to yourself, it's the worst of all
and why suddenly you stop crying? bajet ko kuat sangat la haa!!
yes, i'm not a good actress in the end, especially to myself
i'm terribly sorry for her
are u happy when i'm not?
i should've cry with you like we always did
i should've laugh with u when u're happy
i should've tell u everything's gonna be fine
i should've be with you when u needed me the most
i should've seen that coming
but u didn't see it either...