when there's too much

boleh tak?

why make it so hard?
tak mintak banyak pun
susah sangat ke?
susah ke?
susah ke?

ok.emo :(
better get some chocolates

ok.homesick.nak balik.

from the very first day i came to adelaide, i said to myself, "ok, u're far far away from home now, this is your new life,so be good, jgn homesick2 cause this is ur new home, dah besaq dah pun, dah masuk uni dah pun, tok sah dok teriak2 dah, blajaq elok2, hujung taun baru boleh balek.."

ok now dah 6 bulan dah, nk msuk 7 bulan berada di bumi kangaroo, and sepanjang tu, alhamdulillah xdela homesick2 ni..

but lately tibe tibe perasaan HOMESICK tu datang :'(

sumpah nak balik!
if only i have enough money to buy flight ticket balik malaysia memang lama dh beli
tapi apakan daya, duit dalam bank SA tu bukan maken bertambah, ish!, duet habes bile material buat model :(

ok, nanges2 pun x gune sebab air mata yg berbaldi baldi ni x mampu nak beli ticket malaysia airlines yg beratus2 dollar tu.
kalau abah saya cetak duit boleh la kan balik bile2
so, terpakselah terima hakikat bahawa saya takkan balik malaysia sehingga november ni
and everyday i keep looking at the course timetable dekat notice board counting days nak balik, huhu gile desparate nak balik :(

2 MORE MONTHS..TWWWOOO MOOONTTHHSSS
and i'm so coming back
oh please make time go faster
cepatla habes assignment
cepatla habes semester
pastu balek

i miss home
i miss my family
i miss my friends
i miss my room
i miss my bed
i miss subang jaya
i miss malaysia
i miss malaysians
i miss everything..

first time

when i was in form 2, i remember flipping through pages of berita harian during the month of ramadhan and scanning through the pages of salam perantau..

back then, i said to myself.. "ish camne la diorang ni raya kat oversea? x raya rumah abah mama diorg? puasa camne? raya nanti raya kat mane?" etc etc..many questions running in my mind, tapi x penah saya dpt jawapannye..

maybe sebab takdir yg menentukan saye sendiri untuk merasa jawapan kepada soalan2 itu :)

present..here i am, in Adelaide, fasting and soon goin to celebrate aidilfitri :)

first time tak beraya dengan mama, abah n adik adik

first time tak beraya di rumah

first time tak beraya kat aloq setaq or tg karang

first time tak raya dengan tok dah n nenek

first time tak dengar bunyi mercun, main bunga api

first time raya kat negara orang

first time x merasa suasana malam raya kt kampung

and hopefully this 'first time' gives me a whole new and exciting experience.

mmg terase jeles jugak tengok orang lain balik malaysia raya but xpela..

bila lagi nak rase raya kat tempat orang kan? :D

salam perantau-gambar yang dihantar untuk tatapan rakyat malaysia..excited pulak muka masuk paper..haha..sapa sangke kan dulu tengok muke org laen, kali ni muke kite pulak ade kat page salam perantau

;)

oh lagi satu..

:D