am i right?

problems comes when you start running away from it

damn it!
i hate u

setahun itu sekejap

3 more days to 2011

sekejapnye setahun

2010 punye azam pun x habis buat lagi ;o

jack sparrow :)

guess who kidnapped me??





hohohohohoh...


the all time favourite


mr hotty...





johnny depp~~~


weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~


clap clap clap :D :D :D

oh johnny johnny johnny

how sweet of you...kidnapping me :)

it was the sweetest dream..hahahah..thank you johnny

thank you thank you thank you

thank you... again :) hahah

okay, firstlyyy i have NO IDEA why the heck johnny came into my dream. i didn't see any of his movie recently, (yea, but i did looked up some of his old movies..google-ing as usual).

it was damn funny. i was in the movie set, belakon jadi niece to this one couple, a dato' and a datin..hahahah weird gile. anyways, there i was having lunch with my super rich aunt and uncle. makan kat restaurant in a five-star hotel okayyy..and oh ade watak sampingan, we were actually having lunch with their business partner. and ketika sedang enak menjamu selera, (i remember it was dessert that time) capten jack sparrow came to our table!! jack sparrow tau, jgn main2, haaa siap dengan pedang2 lagi..gile merapu. lalu si jack sparrow dgn macho-nye, menikam table kitorg..

"give me the money, or else i'll take her (refers to me :D) with me" said capten jack sparrow ( dgn nada hott dan machoo) hahaha melting gile time nih

while my aunt and uncle and his business partner menggeletar ketakutan, i SMILE like that was the most happiest moment of my life.. rase cam scene time marriage proposal pulak ( berangan abg johnyy proposed me to marry him in a very nice and romantic hotel restaurant :P )

so i replied,
"oh take me with you, this man(refers to the business partner) is a liar! ..(err liar ke pirate ke apa ntah aku tuduh mamat tuh..)
tetibe je si business partner tuh jd org jahat :P and si johnny jd hero :) me like me like

okay pastuh tetibe je cm ade moment bisik-bisik with my aunt..
my aunt was like.." hani, apa ni?? ni kan kawan uncle.."
me : "...ermm aunty johnyy deppp ni..u know how much i love himm..c'mon, make him a hero..seeee, he's lookin at me.. eh aunty, my face ok kan? nmpak natural kan???..." *batting eyelashes*

sumpah aku gedik!!! HAHAHAHA
berangan tak ingat dunia~~

but i remember only until that part
pastuh johnny just grab my hand and we ran away..how sweet kan??? :P

and we live happily ever after... *berangan lagi*
ok mestila happily ever after weyyy
it's johnny depp we're talking about..hahaha
okay dah hani, stop it..

okay mimpi dah habis :)
goodbye my lover~~background music lagu james blunt tuh ;p

google~

cerita bermula di sini...

in my room, 11.30pm
was googling the tourist spot in NZ
and amar yg kebosanan sedang bermain psp
just beside me
and suddenly...

amar: haaa, kite tau nak tengok apa
me: apa???
amar: meh sini kite google
me: okay *ish budak budak ni kecik2 dah pandai google2* adik sapa la ni..hahah ;p

ok then amar typed some guy name which i have no idea who are they
Google search: kevin doyle

me: WHO the heckk??? haha
amar: haaa...kite tengok eh dia ni, dia ni bla bla bla bla bla bla........he went on talking bout this guy, he's a football player and what not...bla bla bla...talented player and handsome too..bla bla bla...
play for this team, and after that that team and now this team..bla bla bla... and he's an irish

me: IRISH?? yeayyyy~~!! hahahah *only this part got me excited* muahahah
amar: haaaa..kan kite dah cakap mesti kak hani suka punya..ala dia ni la baru best kan kan???

dan mula lah sesi menge-stalk gamba si kevin ni...

amar: hensem tak??
me: ye, hensem
amar: haaa, bagus, kalau macam tu kak hani boleh kawin dengan dia :D
me: ha?? kawen!!
amar: laaa, kak hani kata dia hensem :D
me: memang laaa tapi....
amar: haaa..tu ok la, pastuh suruh dia masuk islam, ha, kena suruh dia bercerai dulu dengan isteri pertama dia..
me: amar..apa amar merepek nih??
amar: *diam dan tersenyum*
me: *seriously, seronok rupa2nye jadi budak2 ni, cakap apa2 pun mcm possible jek*
me: hahah..senang2 je amar nak suruh dia bercerai, kalau dia tak nak macam mana?
amar: jadi isteri kedua :D
me: *hell NO* errr..tak nak laaa

amar: kan dia orang putih, haaa..best apa kawin orang putih :D

okay, tell me how do i reply that statement????
"err...ermm..memang la dia hensem and dia org putih ermmm tapi..errr...."
tu je yg aku bole jawab
gile susah nak jawab
lagi susah dp nk jwb soalan tutor pasal design philosophy aku =.='

amar: ala...apa yg susahnye kak hani ni...hissshhhhh
me: okay jom kita tido nak?? :p

unknown

dalam banyak2 masa,
time ni la kene tanye

nak jawab,
speechless,
tak nak jawab,
macam rude je,

so nak buat apa?
lie to yourself

the hardest

i've tried my best not to have that feelings inside me
i've tried so hard
but i've failed

though i accept failure most of the times,
it was not the same for this.
unacceptable,
beyond any failure i could ever imagine
though it wasn't really bad after all

everything
but not this

tears didn't help me much like they always do